Biggest Dreams, Pastel

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MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM ME TO YOU AT 11:42 PM CALIFORNIA TIME.

LOL.

Hi guys, HOW WAS YOUR CHRISTMAS??? I hope everyone’s was GRANDLY AND SPECTACULARLY AWESOME.

I am in a pretty good mood! Right now, I’m in bed with an amazing, amazing new duvet (BRIIIIGHT: GREEN BLUE AND PURPLE COLORSSS), and a matching pillowcase for my pillow! <3 SAY IT’S AWESOME.

I have a bird cage sitting next to my bed with a brand new male parakeet named Pastel! (Pictures SOON!) He is white and blue, mostly white, with pastel blue patches all over him. I already love this little guy, and I’ve only had him for less than a day even! o:

Life is slowly improving for me right now. (: My life would be ALMOST PERFECT if my bestie would get back to me about coming to visit. -.-

lol. But don’t let me get you down!
I also gottt.. $40 cash, $25 in one of those American Express giftcards, a brand new 30-colors box of pastels, new shirts, new pants, a supernice new journal, an adorable watch with sparkly penguins, and a sterling silver bracelet.

BOO-YAH BB.

what about you guys? TELL ME!

On a side note, I have decided that my biggest dream is to be HAPPY. Not an invisible ninja…that’s my 2nd biggest dream.

Questions:
What did you guys get for Christmas???

What are YOUR biggest dreams??

I am SO looking forward to 2010!!! This year has been pretty rough, and the schoolyear started with a hard push, so many things to get used to (I changed, people changed). But I have high expectations for 2010

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY, AND MERRY NEW YEAR! I love you all! (In a sisterly-brotherly kinda way) Every single one of you reading this deserves a blessed and peaceful and happy holiday.

Good night!

Friend, Friendships

So, hi guys. This might be a little sad post coming on, so forgive me beforehand.

I just read a really meaningful post on another blog (I’m not posting that blog for reasons I will keep to myself) and it’s gotten me thinking. They told their views on the words “friend” and “friendships” and their experiences with them. (And why they’re on a hiatus.. hiatus meaning break)

The poster and I are quite alike. Neither of us believe we have true friends, but we have had amazing friendships in the past, and hopefully the future. But they are gone for now.

What’s your definition for friend?

It’s hard to explain in my case. Yours?

Do you ever wonder why people do what they do?

Of course! Who doesn’t? I always wonder why people must hurt their animals, why they trash their beautiful parks/beaches, or why they hurt themselves/other people. It’s something that only they can explain, and I, fortunately, am mostly unable to explain it myself. I hope hardly any of you have the ability to explain. Or do you?

Why do you remember things that have happened to you in the past? Why don’t you? (Meaning, bad things.)

I remember them, yes. Mostly because I can’t forget the hurt I felt. It’s hard to, really. I’m sure everyone can agree. I dwell on the past. I shouldn’t, but I do. Sometimes, to keep myself from dwelling, I have to just clear my mind, do something to keep it occupied. What do you think?

Why did you take a break from something in the past? Why are you doing so?

I am trying to take a break from the internet (I’m failing, btw) because I need a break from the drama that happens on here. I already have enough to deal with in the real world. I do, don’t you dare say you don’t, often wish the world was all smiles and rainbows and butterflies. I bet you all have fantasized that, or even just had a single thought of it. I wish I could just take a break from the world, though. From the hurt, from the ‘friends,’ from everything. I wish I could just wander the streets all my life, where it rained everyday, and be totally carefree. That’s it. That’s the life. Being free. Of all feelings, of all hurt, of all people, of all everything.

I’m sorry if this brought any of you down. I just really wanted to post this. And I want to see your responses, too. Please, post in the comments your answers to these questions, I am eager to learn.

5 TIMES!

Okay, so how many of you guys have seen The Blind Side yet???
I saw it the day after the New Moon premiere, and I’ve been meaning to post about it for ages k.

So. LOVE THAT MOVIE. DUUUUDE. I CRIED 5 TIMES. 5 FRIGGIN’ TIMES! IT’S AMAZING. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!

Who loved it like me???

I cried.

So much.

Because.

That movie.

Was beautiful.

Good Lord.

Yeah, I SRSLY RECOMMEND THIS SO GO WATCH IT NAO IF YOU HAVEN’T YET.

KTHXILYBAI.

(Kay thanks I love you bye) XD

<3 lotsa hugs

Bo