Melanieakabo’s Weblog

October 11, 2009

Yeap.

Filed under: Uncategorized — melanieakabo @ 7:09 pm

Yeap. I’m sick. :( And it just started getting a little cold.
CURSE YOU FUCKING WEATHER MAN.

Okay. -cools down- So I am definitely not done with my break yet, I have a long way to go, but I just wanted to fill you guys in. :)

My mom is taking a trip to Japan, so I’m stuck here with my brother and dad. And Spencer is visiting every so often. She’s been trying to persuade me to..
o.o nevermind.
But I’m okay! I’m finally starting to figure out (irl) who my /real/ friends are. I’m able to figure out who I should avoid, who’s just using me (for something I dunno), and stuff like that. That’s good..
And I think I am having anxiety issues. Nothing horrible, but I still want to talk to someone yet. Haven’t found the right person.

I’m just lonely, mostly.

Miss you guys. <3
Best,
Bo

September 3, 2009

I’m sorry guys.

Filed under: Uncategorized — melanieakabo @ 4:51 am

I know. I’m not on that often anymore. Just when I get back. I think I might have to get away again. I’m sorry guys.

A lot… has been going on lately. Just.. a lot…and I think I need time off the computer. I’m getting addicted. In the bad way–nothing serious though. So don’t worry about me.

I just need to…center myself. Take some days to think. I don’t know how long it’ll be. Days… weeks… months. I know I’ve been gone for weeks already (a month maybe?) and I’m sorry you guys. I have missed you a lot. ;0; I really have.

I don’t know anything right now. I want to talk to someone–a professional, a therapist, a counselor, SOMEONE. But right when I need them, I’ve got no one to turn to. My friends will think I’m weak, and negative, and a complainer. My parents won’t GET IT, and my brother and sister….well. I don’t know. I doubt they’ll want to talk to me.
I’m sorry. I need to go for a bit. Center myself, like I said. Turn off my phone, not take any calls, just be alone for a while. I should’ve done this during summer. I just wasn’t thinking.

I’m sorry.
I’ll miss you.

July 20, 2009

New Books, New Ideas

Filed under: Uncategorized — melanieakabo @ 5:07 pm

Haayyy, gaiz. I’m back from France! :D Miss me? Of course you did. XD <3 I had a great time, I’ll make my next post about my trip and I’ll include some pics, too. :P

Now to my real point. :D I have some new ideas in mind. From now on [I hope], I will be trying my best to pick a phrase out of each of my posts [or a word] and put it as my title. Then, whenever that word/phrase comes up, I will bold it. Cool idea, yeah?

Now for the new books. I recently finished reading The Prince of Tides and I can now say that it is one of my favorite books. It is an amazing story about a man named Tom Wingo’s horrible and troubling past, and the present of making himself a new man. I highly recommend this book to all readers, except for those who cannot stand abuse or racism. [Since Tom was raised in the south in the 1960's (I think?) you can expect both of those things.] But I do mean, cannot STAND AT ALL. I hate both passionately, but not enough to keep me from reading the book. The Prince of Tides is also rather depressing, but I tend to like those kind of stories.

All the same, I think all of you should read it. I personally believe the ending is the best part. :)

I am now looking for a new book to read, since Harry Potter series is done, and I find Mysterious Benedict Society quite interesting. I found it looking on the B&N Recommends page on www.bn.com. It says it is a great read for after Harry Potter, and all Harry Potter fans should find it at least pretty good. I plan to read it myself.

I also found Pride and Prejudice and Zombies. It’s been out for a while, and I think it’s time to finally read it. I will now provide you with the link and synopsis for each book I have listed. :)

The Prince of Tides

Link: http://search.barnesandnoble.com/The-Prince-of-Tides/Pat-Conroy/e/9780553381542/?itm=2

Synopsis: Pat Conroy’s dark novel exposes a terrible family secret behind recollected Carolina pastorale. The middleaged protagonist, with the help of a sympathetic female psychiatrist, confronts that repressed horror. The film was directed by Barbara Streisand and starred Streisand and Nick Nolte; the novel like all of Conroy’s work was a bestseller.

Annotation: [I believe it is best to include this as well.] Spanning 40 years, this is the story of turbulent Tom Wingo, his gifted and troubled twin sister Savannah, and the dark and violent past of the extraordinary family into which they were born.

Mysterious Benedict Society – Trenton Lee Stewart, Illustrator: Carson Ellis

Link: http://search.barnesandnoble.com/The-Mysterious-Benedict-Society/Trenton-Lee-Stewart/e/9780316003957

Synopsis:

ARE YOU A GIFTED CHILD Looking for special opportunities?
When this peculiar ad appears in the newspaper, dozens of children enroll to take a series of mysterious, mind-bending tests. (And you, dear listener, can test your wits right alongside them.) But in the end just four very special children will succeed. Their challenge: to go on a secret mission that only the most intelligent and resourceful
children could complete. To accomplish it they will have to go undercover at the Learning Institute for the Very Enlightened, where the only rule is that there are no rules.
As our heroes face physical and mental trials beyond their wildest imaginations, they have no choice but to turn to each other for support. But with their newfound friendship at stake, will they be able to pass the most important test of all?
Welcome to the mysterious benedict society.

Pride and Prejudice and Zombies – Jane Austen, Seth Grahame-Smith

Link: http://search.barnesandnoble.com/Pride-and-Prejudice-and-Zombies/Jane-Austen/e/9781594743344

Synopsis:

“It is a truth universally acknowledged that a zombie in possession of brains must be in want of more brains.” So begins Pride and Prejudice and Zombies, an expanded edition of the beloved Jane Austen novel featuring all-new scenes of bone-crunching zombie mayhem. As our story opens, a mysterious plague has fallen upon the quiet English village of Meryton-and the dead are returning to life! Feisty heroine Elizabeth Bennet is determined to wipe out the zombie menace, but she’s soon distracted by the arrival of the haughty and arrogant Mr. Darcy. What ensues is a delightful comedy of manners with plenty of civilized sparring between the two young lovers-and even more violent sparring on the blood-soaked battlefield as Elizabeth wages war against hordes of flesh-eating undead. Can she vanquish the spawn of Satan? And overcome the social prejudices of the class-conscious landed gentry? Complete with romance, heartbreak, swordfights, cannibalism, and thousands of rotting corpses, Pride and Prejudice and Zombies transforms a masterpiece of world literature into something you’d actually want to read.

Thanks for reading. :) <3

-Bo

July 1, 2009

Hallelujah… The World’s Greatest

Filed under: Uncategorized — melanieakabo @ 5:43 am

Okaaayyyy, I know this song has been around FOREVER, and that a ton of you have probably heard it 304857029834720485 times. But I finally really took a listen to this song, like really listened, and I love it so much. The girl is extremely talented and beautiful and amazing and has great taste in songs. ;O; LOVE the song. LOVE LOVE LOVE it! <333

So take a listen with me!:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v22NMAG1k18

About “The World’s Greatest.” Beautiful song, I love it, and I remember it from Spencer’s graduation ceremony when her class sang it. I took a listen to it as well, and I swear it almost changed my life completely. It just gave me real hope, I dunno. Beautiful.

Also take a listen:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfgHdHfgVyE&feature=fvst

Love them so much. ;O; <333

Thanks for reading.

—-

PS: as you can see I forget how to post YouTube videos. Someone [Cord? Lemon?] remind me how in the comments?

Celebs.

Filed under: Uncategorized — melanieakabo @ 3:52 am

Has anyone else noticed the way these guys are dying? SRSLY!!! They’re dropping like friends!!! I loved MJ and Billy Mays, OMG!! Billy Mays = loudest and most amazing pitchman in the world. MJ = a total pop legend master and moonwalk creator, Farrah Fawcett = 62-year-old hottie FTW. [FTW = For the win.]
[Wow, who knew that you could incorporate math with dead celebrities. :P ]
This is horrible! Check out www.yahoo.com for a lot of info about all 3 of their deaths. Or if you have any other website suggestions, I’ll add it to the post.

Who’s next?

June 25, 2009

Look At This.

Filed under: Uncategorized — melanieakabo @ 5:53 am

http://i152.photobucket.com/albums/s170/icewitch_87/Tokio-Hotel-ta03.jpg

DO NOT LOOK BELOW BEFORE LOOKING AT THE PICTURE. LOOK AT THE PICTURE FIRST.

What do you think you see in this picture? First time I saw it, I thought I saw a really, really pretty girl.
Post what you think you see!! :D

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See the URL? Tokio Hotel is actually guy band from Germany. THAT is Bill, the lead singer of Tokio Hotel. HE is a guy.
And I do not think he is gay.
He is such a pretty boy. :3 XD

June 21, 2009

Dancin’ On The Avenue!

Filed under: Uncategorized — melanieakabo @ 12:40 am

Basically, this is a little event that happens every year OR an anniversary of the neighborhood. Anyway, it’s a wonderful night–food [my favorite thing! 8D], music [band plays usually just instrumental], dancing, booths, and just a lot of fun! :D We are going with my friend and her family and it’ll a ton of fun–I also might see a good friend of mine, and past boyfriend, Anthony. Also maybe a few other boys, and some of Danny’s [Peace] friends. But if that wretched girl goes near him, I swear I’m going to punch her face in…

So, I’ll edit this post with more details after I get back. This might only be my second  time of going to this Dancin’ On The Avenue. :)

Have a great evening guys! ;D

New Theme Time!

Filed under: Uncategorized — melanieakabo @ 12:36 am

I felt that it was time for a new theme. Oh the lovely theme I have now. As you all know, I adore bananas, I think they’re the most wonderful fruit to walk the earth. :) /hugs and kisses bananas…then eats/
And here I find…a banana smoothie theme! PERFECT! And you know what else? It has my most favorite, favorite font EVAR. Trebuchet MS. GORGEOUS. ;O;

And that little face up there, the ;O; brings me to an explanation. If any of you are wondering what the face is…
;o; = face with a big cute nose and little tears/or a face with a big surprised mouth and a bit of tears
;; = face with a bit of tears
;-; = face with a bit of tears and a neutral mouth/flat nose
;3; = face with a bit of tears and a feline mouth

Just in case you guys need to know! ;) Love ya!

June 20, 2009

Marley & Me – A Breathtaking Film

Filed under: Uncategorized — melanieakabo @ 3:51 am

Oh my goodness. Marley & Me is one of the most amazing films I have ever seen this year. ;-; Seriously. Oh, love. Goodness. I bawled my eyes out…there are two humongous wet spots on my pillow that I laid my head on while I was watching. [From tears, of course. Stop right there with what you're thinking.]

I really reccommend Marley & Me to anyone, dog-lover or not. I’m actually more of a cat person. But seriously…this movie was…just amazing…so amazing. ;o; <3

What do you think?

June 19, 2009

5th Anniversary! :O

Filed under: Uncategorized — melanieakabo @ 8:06 pm

Okay, so oddly, my Paint saved a friggin’ .bmp image and I dunno why. I’m going to have to upload the image to my Photobucket. I got a new one, btw, so if anyone wants to see it, they’re going to have to ask for the URL. ;)

http://i581.photobucket.com/albums/ss259/RainyDaySketches/5thAnniversary.jpg

COPY AND PASTE THAT. :)

Yaaay! It’s the 5th time I’ve got the big fish! It could have been more, but since I ditched you guys and CP for 6 months, I’m still at 5. XD

…What are you doing just sitting there? CONGRATULATE ME. D8

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